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I know I mentioned the Atonement last week in my email, however it is such a
great thing so I wanted to mention another insight that came from my personal
study throughout the week! One day I was reading in Alma 36, which is the story
of Alma the younger after he came back from preaching to people about the
church. And in Chapter 36, he is talking to his son, Helaman. And I wanted to
share a couple thoughts that I had throughout the reading.
And now, O my son Helaman (Elder Stonely), behold, thou art in thy youth, and therefore, I beseech of thee that thou wilt hear my words and learn of me; for I do know that whosoever shall put their trust in God shall be supported in their trials, and their troubles, and their afflictions, and shall be lifted up at the last day (Alma 36:3).
I
took from this verse the fact that anyone who trusts in God will be able to be
supported. No matter the circumstance, we have this gift. Later on in the
chapter Alma recounts his conversion story about how he used to be a crazy
sinner. He explains in the following verses how he felt during these times. And
I thought to myself, "How bad would this have to feel?" and "how
hard would this have been?"
But I was racked with eternal torment, for my soul was harrowed up to the greatest degree and racked with all my sins (Alma 36:12).
Now, as my mind caught hold upon this thought, I cried within my heart: O Jesus, thou Son of God, have mercy on me, who am in the gall of bitterness, and am encircled about by the everlasting chains of death (Alma 36:18).
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| Alma the Younger Called to Repentance. Artist, Gary L. Kapp |
I
thought about how that must feel to really be "encircled about by the
everlasting chains of death" and to feel at your all time lowest as if
never to escape. And Verse 18 is actually when he is praying and asking for
forgiveness. And in the preceding three verses he explains how he "was
filled with joy as exceeding as was my pain!" (Alma 36:20) and in the
following verse, "so bitter as were my pains. Yea, and again I say unto
you, my son, that on the other hand, there can be nothing so exquisite and
sweet as was my joy" (Alma 36:21).
As
I took time to ponder those scriptures I really understood the importance of
repentance and trying to perfect yourself. I thought back on the week and how there
are just little things that are keeping myself from feeling the spirit on a
24/7 basis. And in a way, I felt like Alma where the "chains of
death" were upon me. Though the extent of my own self wasn’t as bad as
Alma, I felt a little bitter. As if tiny little disobedience was causing such a
weight on me. And I love how he compares the pains to being bitter and the joy
to being sweet. Because as we strive as missionaries to be exactly obedient and
to work our hardest despite the world around us, we really can feel this
"sweet Joy."
And
I also feel this applies to all people. As you continue to strive to be a
better person and to repent daily one can come to feel the sweet joy as
described by Alma. And one person can really enjoy the fruits of the Atonement.
I am so very grateful for every day that I have to walk in the service of
others and to really appreciate what I have been given on a daily basis. I am
SO grateful. If I were to express the amount of my thankfulness or whatever you
call it, I think I would explode. HAHA
Thank
you all for a great week and for all of your love and support! I love you all
and can’t wait to talk to you later on :)
Much
love from Foley, AL #goingonninemonths
Elder
Stonely :)
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| Trying on some shades. |
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| Hangin with some members. |
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| Now there is a yard sign I can believe in! |
